I was just listening to this song in the radio. Wow...it really touch my hearts and make me think of something that happens in my life in a few months. This song was sing by Anuar Zain, the famous male singer in Malaysia and the song called 'Ketulusan Hati'.
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Its rainning yesterday. I love rain. Despite of have a good feeling to sleep on a soft cozy pillow, rain makes me relax and freedom. Since the last meeting with the whole group of 'RF' team, I was down to earth, feels that for a nothing I had done I just a miserable for the whole group. I don't have and intension to share with people in blog but the thing is, it getting fuck up by a some people of the team ( maybe i'm one of them) and the whole team get suffer.
Hey..who cares now. Its is not me the only one who need to answer to the superior, the whole team will take all that kind of responsibility especially the leads.
I wish I can tell the world why I am not in the right kind of mood to blog my usual blog ramblings. I don't usually tell my problems to people and so far I've managed to seal it well in me. This has always been my way but maybe it is too much for me to handle this time around. It is very complicated and dealing with someone who is stubborn and deaf can be really annoying. How do you penetrate the unshakable belief which is totally outrageous and nonsense ? How true can truth be when it is ? No one knows.....
I wish too that I can mange to solve all kinds of mess as soon as possible. Only to Allah I rely...and myself will try to 'ikhtiar' on something that I can try atleast there is a chance...
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