It's a 4th day of Ramadhan !!!

Assalamualaikum semua,

Terlebih dahulu sorry for the delay of my blog posting. I have so many intentional job to do since a past few months and I have alot of matters that I need to look after. You see.. being the person of me and myself was not so easy.

Ok..this posting is quite a mix of Bahasa melayu and English language. Sorry guys if my posting sometimes quite rojak because she just ask me to write in English and I supposedly planned to write in BM because my English are not so good enough. Senang cakap kalau sembang tu mesti ada sket bahasa pasaq. Hehehe..But sayang punya pasal, here it goes. ;)

Since a past few days, I had talked with her about me. Everything about me. I told her what happens and my intentionally is clear. I didn't want to hide something for her. She need to know me everything. For the last summary we had, she told me that I need to end make a stand of my choice. Options and opinion are clearly shown here and I had to make a decision. Yes..I sincerely hope everything can be ended soon and ASAP. Susah nak pikir pasal hal ni. Senang cakaplah..bila masing2 ada ego dan pendirian masing dan semua nak menang...sapa pun takkan mengalah dan sampai bila pun perang akan tetap meletus. Yes you are rite, is it? ;)

I had talked with her for almost 2 hours yesterday. Despite just made a payment of my bill and I don't care on how much I spend for it. She had just something to tell me. We had talked and discuss everything yesterday.

You see..if you read this, life actually wasn't so easy. You need to stand up and put everything to struggle and survive. You had done your best effort and I knew it. And I always by your side for whatever outcomes. You have a full of my support. ;) What you need is a pray to Allah for  the best and more over, thing +VE. ;)
Well you had said to me a few times eh...Insyaallah you get what you are hoping for and I'll pray the best for you and you know what you are deserve for it. And always remember Allah sentiasa memakbulkan doa hamba-Nya yang ikhlas dan soleh. Always remember that.

It's already on 4th of Ramadhan. Geezz..so fast. Tapi dalam hati aku fikir, kenapa lah cepat sangat terasa. dulu kemain rasa lambat. Well, this year my dad just made a decision that we will make a small renovation of our house. Yeaayy!!! I love when he said RENOVATION. R.E.N.O.V.A.T.I.O.N. Hehe..like that word. Aku cukup suka bila kena buat renovaion sebab renovation adalah kerja fave aku dari dulu. Mcm biasa, kena cat rumah. Aku bab cat mengecat ni mmg dah minat dari dulu lagi. Tak tau kenapa. Bagilah aku tong cat dan berus..or roller sekali pun. Aku boleh spend time one whole day cat rumah. Kali ni kitorang buat keputusan nak tukar kaler interior and exterior rumah. Last week we made a shopping kat kedai hardware. Some arguments between me, dad and my mom sebab nak pilih kaler apa. feature wall, dinding dining room, dinding bilik semua dok kalut nak pikir. Last decision kitorang stick kaler masa memula kitorang pindah dulu. Just a few colours we made up our mind that we need to change. Just a minor changes. Alhamdulillah...ptg tadi..semua dah beres. Keja mmg amik masa. ikutkan kalau nak kira cat satu rumah cuma amik masa 2-3 hari ja. Tapi disebabkan aku keja dan sibuk nak settle keja lain, banyak yg tertangguh. Amik masa kat seminggu gak.

Soo tadi masa dok sembang ngan  my dad tetiba dia kata "Awat tak pasang lampu raya?" (Lampu raya means lampu kelip2 yang kitorang dengan sengaja istilah kan sebagai lampu raya sebab time raya je kitorang pasang..hehe). Hu...nice..aku cari balik lampu yang aku simpan dan tgk2 banyak dah rosak. Adei la...some of the bulb dah pecah dan ada yang tak bernyala terus. After bukak puasa, I just rush to shopping complex sebab nak cari balik spare part yg ada. Seems that semua mmg dah abis. Terpaksalah aku beli lampu yang baru. Mau kat seratus ringgit kopak..wahaha..tak kisah..janji rumah aku cantik dan meghelitt !! RENOVATION !!!!!

This year raya season is a quite happening to me. Insyaallah...the next thing after raya..is one of the big day for me !! ;) And just like she said...TARAK PAA..... wahaha..

ok mates and comrades, I know that this is too late to wish for. But I have to say it. Happy Ramadan to all my blog readers yang tak seberapa banyak and I knew that some of you just send me  an email with machete demanding asking for updates. Hehehe..Semoga dengan kedatangan ramadan, segala amalan kita akan bertambah berkat dan yang penting..jgn tinggal posa... to her...love you soo much.. ;)