I'm still counting....

Semalam aku gi Kl. Hantar & teman housemate aku pegi hantar kete. Gerak dalam pukul 2 ptg balik dalam pukul 8 mlm.

Nak jadi cerita on the way pegi, kawan aku call. My old friend Joe call aku ckp nak dtg mlk. Second call from my best friend. She called to ask my help. Third call from my friend to. Ask for a help too.

My best friend call to tell a gewd news. She will continue her study at Australia taking Master in Engineering. Congrats to you. Sorry sebab tak sempat nak ckp masa jumpa tadi.

Lepas balik KL, aku lepak umah. walaupun perjalanan harian aku never stop since aku bangun, aku tak letih. Alhamdulillah, mungkin sebab aku aktif dalam bersukan sejak dua menjak ni. Cuma since last Saturday to Sunday, my whole life fully packed with pogram that I can't miss.10:00 p.m, got sms from my friend.

She ask me wether I'm free or not. Aku tahu yg the way she ask me, she had something to tell me. Aku kuar ngan kawan aku and she told me hr probs. Lepak kat somewhere yg kitorang leh discuss. To you my friend, don't worry ok. I'll try my best to help you. Just need a little time to think and find someone that I can trust to help. That is what the best friend are for rite? Life sometimes is too complicated and unexpected. What you need a little patient, pray and be strong. That is only things can help you. And remember I'm always by your side for no matter what happens to you as your best friend. Never sacrifice your dream and your future. Luck sometimes can come only once in your life. Never miss your luck and never leave it.

Hangout untill 11:30 pm and suddenly my friend Joe call me. Long time no see my friend. Lepak ngan mamat ni sampai kol 5 pagi. Bawak pusing satu Mlk. Boy, since the last two years tak jumpa, he is still the same "Joe Nigger" i knew. Ahaha...good to see you..

Joe lepak umah aku maybe untill Wednesday. Since dia dah dtg sini, aku dah mengofferkan diri jadi tour guide. Kene bawak satu mlk.

For person that I dedicated this paragraph, I knew that you are still mad with with me. I don't care and I don't want to know. The reason is, you didn't want to tell me the WHOLE TRUTH about yourself. You are lying to me. You know what I meant. Since it already happened. You can't get away from me. trust me. Becoz I hate liars especially someone that very close to me. Very close. For some reason, I don't believe in you anymore. Even you tell me the truth becoz you never sincere to me. Just think of it. I'm still counting the day you will tell me the truth and trust me, I'll give you an opntion that you can't resist.